You're Silence is Louder Words

HOLY CRAP WHY IS THERE SO MANY PROBLEMS ABOUT THE GROUP??!?! It all has stuff to do with, you know, the usual fighting and bitching between A and R, L and K. I love all you guys but can you just PLEASE stop fighting! Freaking FORGIVE and FORGET! P.S., Happy B-day L!!! I'll get you a present. Soon. :)

Something really awesome happened to me and has something to do with The Guy. The Guy likes me!! Ahh dreams do come true. ;) So keep on dreaming you spazz asses out there! (spazz ass= the word me and Ali use. Actually words. No offense it's just our word for home dawg) The Guy thinks I'm awesome but not amazingly pretty :|

Pause. Woah it's nearly 11:25 PM. HAHA. Not funny but just felt like writing that. Seriously this whole freakin trio of A haters that always seem so detached from the rest of the group and always love to hate people in the group. Seriously, why would you guys hate S just cos she looks "bitchy"? You don't even know her, OK? And you guys should really talk to the rest of us more. You're always only talking to one another saying mean stuff about people, even about me sometimes, I bet. If you guys keep doing that, you're gonna lose A LOT of friends. Trust me, you have my word. It will happen if you keep pushing the rest of us away from your little clique. Just forget the stuff that happened in the past. You guys (in the trio) don't have to be friends with A. And stop trying to drag the rest of us down into hating her because she is my friend, and you guys are my friends too. I just want you guys to just STOP FIGHTING. Please, don't get mad at me for saying this but A LOT of people in the group have been wanting to say that for a long time.

My Top Songs Of the Moment:

Fancy Footwork, by Chromeo

A Year Without Rain, by Selena Gomez

Written In The Stars, by Tinie Tempah ft. Eric Turner

Beautiful Monster, by Ne-Yo

Secrets, by The Pierces

Miss Nothing, by The Pretty Reckless (I know it's kinda old but it's stuck in my head!)

So thanks for listening you guys! Bye.

PS

R, please, please don't get mad at us for telling you this because I think you know it's the truth.

Picnic With A Zebra

Yo? Hey! Just to start off this post, is ANYONE reading this blog?!?!? Comment if you are! Moving on.... Updates?

School:

Tomorrow my grade is having a "picnic" and it's called a retreat. We're gonna swim, have fun, etc. I hope it IS fun because the one last year SUCKED. :|

OMG, in Spanish me and the Unknown Guy were flirting so much!!! XD It was so fun but it was really embarrassing when J and N kept making hearts with their fingers from across the room and the teacher was busy so she didn't see. Lol, but it was really funny. The Unknown Guy (I'll call him UG for short) was sitting next to me because we had to finish our paragraphs about ourselves and we could sit anywhere. And he sat next to moi! He was staring at me with his cute face and all and he poked my arm and he was like "Eww is that your bone?!" and he kept poking it. That part was weird, yeahhh. Our elbows were touching and he didn't move it. :D

But of course, it's not a happy ending (it never is for me) He likes S. The new girl that I made friends with and now hangs out with us. It's SO NOT FREAKIN FAIR, most. of. the. guys. in. school. LIKE HER!! And she's only been here, what, like 3 weeks?!?! Grrr. But it's not her fault. I mean, she doesn't even like anyone at my school. SUCK IT UNKNOWN GUY. >:(

Ali, stay tuned and read this blog, I'm gonna update you as much as I can while you're away. Miss ya locker bud!

So in the school play ( the one Y is in) a lot of people are quitting, like T, who had so many lines but he quit because like everyone else in the play, they think it's BORING. And it takes up too much of their free time.

Student Council. Who will I vote for???

MUSIC:

*Credits to Ali and Y for SOME of the songs. Thank you home dawgs.

Fave songs at the moment:

Shots, by LMFAO

Teach Me How To Dougie, by California Swag District

My First Kiss, by 3OH!3 ft.Kesha (me and Unknown Guy keep singing it. It's our anthem. Is that a SIGN???? Tee hee, JKJK)

The Ketchup Song, by Las Ketchup (Spanish class. Holy crap memories. The song is in Spanish so we were singing and dancing it)

Futuristic Lover, by Katy Perry

Like A G6, by The Far East Movement (I LOVE THIS SONG!!! It's really catchy <3)

Starry Eyed, by Ellie Goulding (love. it.)

So yeah gotta go, K bye! :)

This is SO cool. XD

Bring The Noise ;)

The. Dance. Was. Soo. FUN!

Holy crap, it was like being in a club, the type where you need an I.D. or something, probably because of the strobe lights and the disco ball AND the black light, and all the party music with swear words (yes LMFAO, I'm talkin' to YOU- your song "Shots" is so ADDICTING) Lol, but a school rule is that there has to be at least 6 adults chaperoning us (what, in case we trash the place or something??) Before the dance me, Ali, R and I (I not me hahaha) hung out at Y's house and got ready. We pretty much trashed Y's room with outfit rejects and makeup (TEEHEE) then we went to school. We didn't wanna get out of the car cos we thought we looked too formal and there were hot high schoolers with 6 packs who just had soccer practice, so we chickened out and told Y's driver to keep going round and round the campus nearby. Then we finally got out. Actually no one stared at us. Woops...

When we got the Little Theater where the dance was being held, we were there early!! So we hung out with K and N. And N has this awesome green laser light that you could shine into peoples apartments like a mile away, the must have been so FREAKED out. Then the doors opened and people had to sign in and then we were kinda shy for a while, we didn't go on the stage yet, and I gave my cardigan and wallet to Mr. M (he's so cool) to put away so I could dance with free hands oh yeah!

Then we all went wild and kept jumping and dancing and (UGH) while I was dancing Pop guys, including Button (my ex-C) was making fun of the way we were dancing. You know arms over our heads and all. Well it was only Button that was making fun of me F*** that a-hole! But the other guys (S, that weirdoooo) kept jumping with us. Me and my friends practically danced the whole night except for during the slow songs (NO ONE ASKED MEEEE :( ) and twice I had to go outside and get a drink. Was so funnnn! Afterwards me and Ali slept over at Y's and had fun tooo. :) Ali styled my hair and she said it looks better with a side part but IDK......

And earlier me and my fam were eating in one of our fave Italian restaurants and guess who I saw there? Button and his blonde hotness. *sigh* He haunts me. But I don't like him. I like the Unknown Guy. Well unknown to you. OHH.

I G2G yooo, imma finish my science hw, and right now me and Ali are making fun of Jersey Shore while texting. The people in Jersey Shore are Oompa Loompa's, slutty orange people that work for the amazing tanning factory!!! Well they don't really but they are so obsessed with spray tans that they should!

See ya, ttyl. :)

Release the Force of LOVE

Sup foo? Thank god it's Saturday. ;)

Life at the moment sucks. Mehh. Hahaha I'm supposed to be finishing math homework, which I WILL finish, right AFTER I finish this post. Sooo updates anyone?

What's happenin'?

School:

You guys (in the group. Yeah I'm talking to YOU!) you need to get to know S before you judge her. Well your choice, just PUH-LEASE don't call her a biatch. She ain't. Haters!

Y, I, J, G and other people in 7th (and 6th) auditioned for the play, Once Upon A Mattress. Dude Y, I hope you get in!! And everyone says G sings really well. I gotta hear this.

GAHHH, we get so much homework!!! It's like they dump all the homework on us in 7th grade and in 6th grade they barely give us any. Grr. >:(

OMG. First dance is this week!! Ahhh IDK what to wear!!!!!!!! I hope SOMEONE asks me to the dance, but he probably won't cos he's going with someone, "AS A FRIEND". Please. CUT THE CRAP. You still like her. The theme of the dance is "Glow In The Dark" and what Y said, I'll probs stick my glow in the dark stickers on my clothes and walk in and DANCE LIKE A MANIAC. I is cool. :)

Y, don't complain!! You're not the one stuck with Mr. R as your PE teacher!!! He makes us do so many warm-ups, makes us run around the track for 5 minutes (in the boiling heat of this country) and makes you do so many sit-ups, push ups and stretches EVERY SINGLE CLASS. I wish I still had Mr. M :( wahhh.

I signed up for Track and Field with Ali!!! Yayy. I know I was complaining just now about Mr. R and his torture of a PE class, but I like running, I just hate doing push-ups, etc, in the heat. Anyways, it's just for a month. Num-nums!!

You would say I would have a bit too much anger in me, HAHA, as Ali and Y would say, their words of wisdom, "Dude. Chill." Actually, I say that too. OHH, I am wisdom-y! Yayyy.

Yeah, so that's pretty much it. Phew, I survived the 1st and 2nd week of school! As Beyonce said:

I'm a survivor, no I won't give up!

K bye!

Glow in the dark starzz. Make a wish!


I wish for...... stuff. Haha. :)

Fashion Geeks Are Welcome

Hello my loyal friends! This is N speaking. Today is a HOLIDAYYY!!! Dayum straight! *finger snap* It's Independence Day of ______. Can't tell due to the fact that there are stalkers out there.

Fashion. I'm amazed at how so many people in this world can dress so well! Examples:

Holy CHEESE, that girl is just FASHION from head to toe.

Her TOO!!! Jeezus, INSTANT JEALOUSY. Get my drift?

Why do you ask, am I talking about fashion? Because the new girl S dresses so well!! Her 1st day here she wore a slouchy grey shirt with studs on the side of the sleeves and a racerback tank top showing in the back, pairing it with shorts and Converse. Doesn't that just SCREAM "Style, Style, STYLE???" I'm green from the J word just thinking about it. And seriously, she's so cool and nice, I don't get why R is so mean to her and thinks she's bitchy?!!! Don't freakin' judge a book by it's cover gurl friend! *mean look and finger snap in the Z formation* PWN! Get to know her first.

R went to my house yesterday and we did homework! Oh yeah, we actually got a lot done. Unlike last year we only talked and talked and only managed to do like 3 questions. HAHA.

Umm, umm, anywayzz....

Ali keeps saying that Pretty Little Liars (TV show) is freaking amazing! I really gotta watch it, it's on my To-Do List. Coolio.

The problems in The Group, have they been resolved?? Guys, I think we all need to talk cos SOME of you aren't being fair to the others in the group. We need to rendezvous (meet at) the Hut and we need to talk. NOW. Well not now now, but when we meet at school tomorrow. I'm serious. I asked H while we were chatting for advice.

KK, gotta go! Bye :)

XOXO,

N (credits to Ali for the XOXO)

PS

It's raining really hard right now!! How am I supposed to get a decent soil sample that's not mud for Science???? Grrr.

Save Yo' Drama For Yo' Mama

OMG HEYY!!! It's been a while fools! So sup? I went to Jogja for the weekend!! I know, kinda late but that was the only time my dad was free. Let's just say I got really tired from walking around the temples I visited. I went to Borobudur and Prambanan temple (the grounds were huge!!!) and the Sultan's palace. In Prambanan and Borobudur it looked kinda like Ankor Wat in Cambodia. There was deer in Prambanan, they were fenced in and stuff. They are soooo CUTE. I bought a wooden bracelet and a necklace in this crafts village, they're pretty.

SOOO... Updates?

1) I haven't bought any dresses yet!!! I am hopeless. But I bought skirts. That's a start, right????

2) One of my wishes came true!!! I can't tell you what it is though..... SHHH. :) Just ask me if you wanna know so bad. I know something you don't know...... :D

3) School starts in 3 days!!! OMG, I'm so excited!!!! Summer was kinda fast even though it was kinda boring sometimes. I'm ready school. Buh-ring it!

4) I have a plan for school. It's secret! HAHA, I'm sorry, I know I'm being mean. HAHA in yo' face!!! JKJKJK!!!

5) IDK what to wear on the 1st day!!!! I made a prep list for some reason.... lol.

6) OMG, I forgot to tell you guys, I watched Despicable Me with N at Senayan Plaza on Monday!!! It. Was. So. AWKWARD!!!! Sorry N, but I think you think that too!!!!

7) I've been watching a lot of Glee dvd's with my mom lately. Yeahhh, just thought you should know that little bit of info......

8) K and Nick broke up!!!! I just needed to get that out. I'm so sorry K. You ok? See ya in 7th grade!

9) Reina came back from Myanmar!!! I went to her house before I went to Jogja. She redecorated her room! It's so cool. My room is so empty. :(

10) I got a haircut!!! It's shorter now and it has layers. It's pretty awesome yo. :P

THE LIST: Of movies I watched this summer

• Toy Story 3 (5 stars)
• Inception (3 stars)
• Despicable Me (4 stars)
• Salt (5 stars)
• Eclipse (5 stars!!! Taylor Lautner {and abs} you. Make. Me. Drool.
• Knight and Day (5 stars!!! So good!)

KK, I should go now!!! Buh-bye. 7th grade here I come, foolz!!!

PS

Justin Bieber will always be my imaginary boyfriend. Omg. Did I just say that out loud?

Don't Change Me

BREAKING NEWS. B's MOVING!!!! To Syria or some other country in the Middle East, and I found out yesterday! R told me, she heard from Y (thanks a lot Y for telling me ~SARCASM~) I'm gonna miss B soo much!!! We all knew that she might move but then she said she's staying until 10th grade. Guess not. She was my PE bud, my Visual Exploration bud and MY FRIEND. While me and Y were texting I was so sad that B was moving I said that her dad was 'cruel' for moving the family out of Jtown while they were vacationing in Syria and not give them a chance to even come back here and say good-bye properly. Then Y goes all ape-shit on me and in her blog she writes all the definitions of cruel. JEEZUS. Chill OUT. God.

So SHOUT OUT to B!!! Good-bye my red-haired friend, we're all gonna miss you sooo much!! You were an awesome friend and you were funny and random. Visit us soon here in Jtown!!

Going to Bali next week!! Here's a list of what I'm gonna do there:

1) Go to Bali Treetops, this place with high ropes and Flying Foxes and things like that up in the trees, just like in Adventure Based in ESP. So excited!!!

2) Swim and chill out on the beach

3) Go shopping! :) Gonna convince my mom to take me to Billabong and Body & Soul.

4) Just have a fun time there because I'M FINALLY GETTING OUT OF THE HOUSE!

I'm probably gonna go to Jogja, sometime in July. My mom insists on going to Borobudur (this very old and tall temple that's been named a Heritage Site) She actually want's to CLIMB it. I don't know.....

If you're wondering why I called this post "Don't Change Me" it's because of the thing with Y and because it's from the lyrics of "Can't Be Tamed", by Miley Cyrus. Her songs are actually pretty good, I don't know why a lot of people in school hate her. Or PRETEND to. Hmmm......

Anyway, so you guys, COMMENT ON MY POSTS!!! I feel so alone here!! :P

HAKAS!!! (Have A Kick-Ass Summer) Peace Out and ttyl, mah friends!! <3

Thanks For The Memories

OK, emo elmo moment there. UGHH, I miss all my friends so much! My mom's on a trip to Sulawesi for a week and she had to leave last night at 4 AM! Wahh....!

Memories of 6th grade..... Good times. :) Here's a list of good things that happened to me this year:

1) Becoming BFF's with R, because she's on my bus and in my Spanish class.

2) Becoming BFF's with Y, because mine and her dad work in the same company.

3) Joining the group and leaving the losers (I'm sorry not to be mean, but they are. They don't even talk during lunch) Best thing I ever did!!!

4) Becoming really close friends with everyone in the group, A (when she joined the group), AL, B, H, K, LI, N, SA (later on when she joined the group) and V. AND also M. BEFORE WE KICKED HER OUT. BITCH.

5) Met the twins, D and N, became really close with D, because she was in my Health and PE class.

6) Met Holly and Hanna!!! Had Visual Exploration with them and B.

7) Went to Bogor during ESP! Was in the same group as B and A and got to spend a lot of time with them.

8) Was in the Dance Show with Y, V and AL. So fun!! Was in Lyrical and Hip Hop. :)

9) Went to a lot of b-day parties and T's dance this year! Thanks for inviting me guys!!

10) Became close to AL, because she cheers me up when I feel sad or un-hyper with her hilarious ways. :D

11) Became friends with LI and K. Thanks being cool and funny!

12) A bear, thanks for being random!

13) Had my b-day party in November! Was funnnn.

14) Had A LOT more friends than last year. BAD memories from last year. Looonngg story.

15) Expanded my creativity (dancing, art)

16) Became friends with guys (T, I, P, NI, D) You guys are awesome!

I'll post the bad things from 6th grade next time!

I wanna SHOUT OUT!!! to all my friends by the trash can (next to the table where we sat at lunch and break :D) !!! Thanks SO MUCH YOU GUYS!!! Thanks for being there when I needed you and for being funny and awesome. LOVE YA!!! <3

ttyl, see ya tomorrow!! :) Bye!!

Welcome To the Mad House!

I'm Nicole and since this summer holiday is kinda boring I made a blog. Pretty cool.... SO. I named the blog down the rabbit hole because I love using that phrase. I got it from a book called, let me think, Down the Rabbit Hole!! By Peter Abrahams. It is a freakin good book. I became an Alice in Wonderland appreciator during the Dance Show in my school, which I was in. These high schoolers made a really long dance routine about Alice in Wonderland and it was really awesome. I wish I could dance as well.

So on friday was a half day and it was the last day of the school year. So many people are leaving!! I'll miss them. I won't say any names to protect their identities (I make it sound like they're in the Witness Protection Program, haha lol, which their not in)

So in this blog i'm gonna write pretty much what ever I feel like!! MWAHAHAHA,

WELCOME TO THE MAD HOUSE. :)

PS

Sorry for the creepy evil bunny pic, i found it on the internet and it's funny. XD