You're the Devil in disguise

"It's not fair and I think you're really mean."

The Guy, of course, is TOTALLY in love with one of my friends. That sounds exactly like it came out of a TV drama, but to tell you the truth, it's happening in real life. Yet again, another dude has broken my heart. This really, really sucks. I really wanna start a Lonely Hearts Club, just like this girl did in a book I read recently. I mean, The Guy doesn't even care who knows who he likes. Hell, even my Art teacher knows. God dammit, I hate life so much sometimes. Not to be Emo Elmo or anything, but seriously it does suck. Life is a hard event to go through at times. Wow. Do you know how much of a psychiatrist I sound right now???? Also, have you noticed that the most written about, sung about, FELT emotion in this world is (drum roll please) LOVE. Say it with me, L-O-V-E. Do you know how much pain that word makes when I think about it?

Whatever.

So updates?

The picnic was FUN! Way, way, wayy better than the one last year. I got soooo sun burnt because for the whole day me and my friend's were in the pool, there were countless chicken fights (A, I beat you BAD!) and we played this game where everyone was just tossing the soccer ball at each other and whenever B got the ball he would't let go and everyone would crowd around him, on top of him and screaming their hearts (hearts. Noo. Bad word), I mean their lungs, out. It was really funny. Played a bit of soccer with S, M (the other M. The new M, NOT the bitch M) and N in the grass near our temporary hut/table. Had the usual food, pizza and French fries. Yum. I was so red the next day!

g2g, talk to you guys soon! Bye :)

Picnic With A Zebra

Yo? Hey! Just to start off this post, is ANYONE reading this blog?!?!? Comment if you are! Moving on.... Updates?

School:

Tomorrow my grade is having a "picnic" and it's called a retreat. We're gonna swim, have fun, etc. I hope it IS fun because the one last year SUCKED. :|

OMG, in Spanish me and the Unknown Guy were flirting so much!!! XD It was so fun but it was really embarrassing when J and N kept making hearts with their fingers from across the room and the teacher was busy so she didn't see. Lol, but it was really funny. The Unknown Guy (I'll call him UG for short) was sitting next to me because we had to finish our paragraphs about ourselves and we could sit anywhere. And he sat next to moi! He was staring at me with his cute face and all and he poked my arm and he was like "Eww is that your bone?!" and he kept poking it. That part was weird, yeahhh. Our elbows were touching and he didn't move it. :D

But of course, it's not a happy ending (it never is for me) He likes S. The new girl that I made friends with and now hangs out with us. It's SO NOT FREAKIN FAIR, most. of. the. guys. in. school. LIKE HER!! And she's only been here, what, like 3 weeks?!?! Grrr. But it's not her fault. I mean, she doesn't even like anyone at my school. SUCK IT UNKNOWN GUY. >:(

Ali, stay tuned and read this blog, I'm gonna update you as much as I can while you're away. Miss ya locker bud!

So in the school play ( the one Y is in) a lot of people are quitting, like T, who had so many lines but he quit because like everyone else in the play, they think it's BORING. And it takes up too much of their free time.

Student Council. Who will I vote for???

MUSIC:

*Credits to Ali and Y for SOME of the songs. Thank you home dawgs.

Fave songs at the moment:

Shots, by LMFAO

Teach Me How To Dougie, by California Swag District

My First Kiss, by 3OH!3 ft.Kesha (me and Unknown Guy keep singing it. It's our anthem. Is that a SIGN???? Tee hee, JKJK)

The Ketchup Song, by Las Ketchup (Spanish class. Holy crap memories. The song is in Spanish so we were singing and dancing it)

Futuristic Lover, by Katy Perry

Like A G6, by The Far East Movement (I LOVE THIS SONG!!! It's really catchy <3)

Starry Eyed, by Ellie Goulding (love. it.)

So yeah gotta go, K bye! :)

This is SO cool. XD

Save Yo' Drama For Yo' Mama

OMG HEYY!!! It's been a while fools! So sup? I went to Jogja for the weekend!! I know, kinda late but that was the only time my dad was free. Let's just say I got really tired from walking around the temples I visited. I went to Borobudur and Prambanan temple (the grounds were huge!!!) and the Sultan's palace. In Prambanan and Borobudur it looked kinda like Ankor Wat in Cambodia. There was deer in Prambanan, they were fenced in and stuff. They are soooo CUTE. I bought a wooden bracelet and a necklace in this crafts village, they're pretty.

SOOO... Updates?

1) I haven't bought any dresses yet!!! I am hopeless. But I bought skirts. That's a start, right????

2) One of my wishes came true!!! I can't tell you what it is though..... SHHH. :) Just ask me if you wanna know so bad. I know something you don't know...... :D

3) School starts in 3 days!!! OMG, I'm so excited!!!! Summer was kinda fast even though it was kinda boring sometimes. I'm ready school. Buh-ring it!

4) I have a plan for school. It's secret! HAHA, I'm sorry, I know I'm being mean. HAHA in yo' face!!! JKJKJK!!!

5) IDK what to wear on the 1st day!!!! I made a prep list for some reason.... lol.

6) OMG, I forgot to tell you guys, I watched Despicable Me with N at Senayan Plaza on Monday!!! It. Was. So. AWKWARD!!!! Sorry N, but I think you think that too!!!!

7) I've been watching a lot of Glee dvd's with my mom lately. Yeahhh, just thought you should know that little bit of info......

8) K and Nick broke up!!!! I just needed to get that out. I'm so sorry K. You ok? See ya in 7th grade!

9) Reina came back from Myanmar!!! I went to her house before I went to Jogja. She redecorated her room! It's so cool. My room is so empty. :(

10) I got a haircut!!! It's shorter now and it has layers. It's pretty awesome yo. :P

THE LIST: Of movies I watched this summer

• Toy Story 3 (5 stars)
• Inception (3 stars)
• Despicable Me (4 stars)
• Salt (5 stars)
• Eclipse (5 stars!!! Taylor Lautner {and abs} you. Make. Me. Drool.
• Knight and Day (5 stars!!! So good!)

KK, I should go now!!! Buh-bye. 7th grade here I come, foolz!!!

PS

Justin Bieber will always be my imaginary boyfriend. Omg. Did I just say that out loud?

Thanks For The Memories

OK, emo elmo moment there. UGHH, I miss all my friends so much! My mom's on a trip to Sulawesi for a week and she had to leave last night at 4 AM! Wahh....!

Memories of 6th grade..... Good times. :) Here's a list of good things that happened to me this year:

1) Becoming BFF's with R, because she's on my bus and in my Spanish class.

2) Becoming BFF's with Y, because mine and her dad work in the same company.

3) Joining the group and leaving the losers (I'm sorry not to be mean, but they are. They don't even talk during lunch) Best thing I ever did!!!

4) Becoming really close friends with everyone in the group, A (when she joined the group), AL, B, H, K, LI, N, SA (later on when she joined the group) and V. AND also M. BEFORE WE KICKED HER OUT. BITCH.

5) Met the twins, D and N, became really close with D, because she was in my Health and PE class.

6) Met Holly and Hanna!!! Had Visual Exploration with them and B.

7) Went to Bogor during ESP! Was in the same group as B and A and got to spend a lot of time with them.

8) Was in the Dance Show with Y, V and AL. So fun!! Was in Lyrical and Hip Hop. :)

9) Went to a lot of b-day parties and T's dance this year! Thanks for inviting me guys!!

10) Became close to AL, because she cheers me up when I feel sad or un-hyper with her hilarious ways. :D

11) Became friends with LI and K. Thanks being cool and funny!

12) A bear, thanks for being random!

13) Had my b-day party in November! Was funnnn.

14) Had A LOT more friends than last year. BAD memories from last year. Looonngg story.

15) Expanded my creativity (dancing, art)

16) Became friends with guys (T, I, P, NI, D) You guys are awesome!

I'll post the bad things from 6th grade next time!

I wanna SHOUT OUT!!! to all my friends by the trash can (next to the table where we sat at lunch and break :D) !!! Thanks SO MUCH YOU GUYS!!! Thanks for being there when I needed you and for being funny and awesome. LOVE YA!!! <3

ttyl, see ya tomorrow!! :) Bye!!

Somebody To Love

I don't know who to like!!! Should I still like Button, because I'm not so sure anymore. He used to be so nice and funny, now he's always acting like a jerk and he PISSES ME OFF. He's still funny and all but when I text him, he replies to me like he's telling a hobo in the street to piss off or like he doesn't give a damn about what he says to me. UGHHH!!! >:( There's this song I really like called Somebody To Love, by Leighton Meester, and just look at the lyrics! She can totally relate to my problems right now. Here's an excerpt of the song:

Is there somebody who still believes in love?

I know you're out there

There's got to be somebody, I search around the world

But I can't seem to find somebody to love

I'm not acting dramatic and all but I DON'T KNOW WHO TO LIKE!!

Ok, so those are my current problems. Let's talk about my day, shall we?? :)

1) After me and my bro and mom left the house, we went to pick up my dad at the airport.

2) Straight after we picked up my dad, we went to church.

3) The homily was soooo long ( HALF AN HOUR) and boring, and the church was crowded so me and my dad ended up sitting on plastic chairs. I fell asleep, and I only woke up when I thought I heard the priest say the F word. :D Lol. My family thought he said it too.

4) Had lunch in an awesome Asian restaurant called Seribu Rasa.

5) Went to Ratu Plaza to buy some electronic stuff.

6) Went to Carrefour to go to the grocey.

Normal Sunday. Except for going to the airport.

R's going to Japan tomorrow!! For summer! Leaving me here. She made her own blog!! Good job. Blogging's awesome. :)

V's in Lombok! She left today. She texted me and said that it wasn't sunny. I hope when I go to Bali there's good weather!!!

Dad just ordered from KFC for dinner, it should be coming in a while.... yum!

SO, what can I do the whole summer when I'm not in Bali and Jogja??? In July I'm supposed to take my first ever piano lessons. I really wanna learn how to play the drums!

Hell, things will just work out the way they usually do. :)

Ttyl, see u guys tomorrow. :) Bye-bye!

THE ALIENS ARE ATTACKING!!!

Just kidding! Me and Y were just skyping and i blurted out loud in the chat that the ALIENS ARE ATTACKING!! We ended up pretending that we were being eaten by Jummbaya's with lemon mentos breath. :D It was so funny. FYI, I'm not a dork!!! I just say really randommmm stuff!!

This is my 2nd post of the day, which goes to show how much I like blogging. Here's a list of things on my mind (you should also know, I Love making lists!)


1) DO U KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO FORGET BUTTON?!?!?

2) It's Day 4 of the summer vacation.

3) In a matter of 2-3 weeks I'm gonna be alone here in Jtown, with all my homies jetting off. Depressionnnn :( At least I'm going to the beach sometime this summer.

4) I'm still sad. Why? Because people in my school are leaving!!! I'll miss you, S!! <3


5) Ok, I'm dry. I have no idea what to put in this list anymore, so I'm ending it.


Hehe ttyt (talk 2 u tomorrow!) I'll tell you guys more things happening or that are on my mind next time. :) Toodles!

Never Say Never

Have you ever wanted to accomplish something, tried and found it too hard? In the words of Justin Bieber, the god of high pitched singing (but I still love him!!),

"NEVER SAY NEVER"

I should follow that. You can't survive school by giving up. Wow I'm such a hypocrite. I have given up trying to make him like me...... I'm not saying names! :) In this blog I'm gonna call him Button.

So my friend (who I'll call Y) thinks Button is a perverted APE. I mean, wasup with that??? Look who's talking! She obsesses over "Shoelaces", who looks like, how would you describe it, like an orangutan with puffy lips. No offence. :D I'm moving on to other people, I just don't know who to like now.

Moving on to more important things, this is my 2nd post. :) I changed the template of my blog and other stuff, with help from my wonderful friend V. SHOUT OUT!!!! I'm gonna try to post something at least once a day, except when I'm on vacation in __________. Hehehe can't tell. ;) ttyl, see u tomorrow.