You're the Devil in disguise

"It's not fair and I think you're really mean."

The Guy, of course, is TOTALLY in love with one of my friends. That sounds exactly like it came out of a TV drama, but to tell you the truth, it's happening in real life. Yet again, another dude has broken my heart. This really, really sucks. I really wanna start a Lonely Hearts Club, just like this girl did in a book I read recently. I mean, The Guy doesn't even care who knows who he likes. Hell, even my Art teacher knows. God dammit, I hate life so much sometimes. Not to be Emo Elmo or anything, but seriously it does suck. Life is a hard event to go through at times. Wow. Do you know how much of a psychiatrist I sound right now???? Also, have you noticed that the most written about, sung about, FELT emotion in this world is (drum roll please) LOVE. Say it with me, L-O-V-E. Do you know how much pain that word makes when I think about it?

Whatever.

So updates?

The picnic was FUN! Way, way, wayy better than the one last year. I got soooo sun burnt because for the whole day me and my friend's were in the pool, there were countless chicken fights (A, I beat you BAD!) and we played this game where everyone was just tossing the soccer ball at each other and whenever B got the ball he would't let go and everyone would crowd around him, on top of him and screaming their hearts (hearts. Noo. Bad word), I mean their lungs, out. It was really funny. Played a bit of soccer with S, M (the other M. The new M, NOT the bitch M) and N in the grass near our temporary hut/table. Had the usual food, pizza and French fries. Yum. I was so red the next day!

g2g, talk to you guys soon! Bye :)

Bring The Noise ;)

The. Dance. Was. Soo. FUN!

Holy crap, it was like being in a club, the type where you need an I.D. or something, probably because of the strobe lights and the disco ball AND the black light, and all the party music with swear words (yes LMFAO, I'm talkin' to YOU- your song "Shots" is so ADDICTING) Lol, but a school rule is that there has to be at least 6 adults chaperoning us (what, in case we trash the place or something??) Before the dance me, Ali, R and I (I not me hahaha) hung out at Y's house and got ready. We pretty much trashed Y's room with outfit rejects and makeup (TEEHEE) then we went to school. We didn't wanna get out of the car cos we thought we looked too formal and there were hot high schoolers with 6 packs who just had soccer practice, so we chickened out and told Y's driver to keep going round and round the campus nearby. Then we finally got out. Actually no one stared at us. Woops...

When we got the Little Theater where the dance was being held, we were there early!! So we hung out with K and N. And N has this awesome green laser light that you could shine into peoples apartments like a mile away, the must have been so FREAKED out. Then the doors opened and people had to sign in and then we were kinda shy for a while, we didn't go on the stage yet, and I gave my cardigan and wallet to Mr. M (he's so cool) to put away so I could dance with free hands oh yeah!

Then we all went wild and kept jumping and dancing and (UGH) while I was dancing Pop guys, including Button (my ex-C) was making fun of the way we were dancing. You know arms over our heads and all. Well it was only Button that was making fun of me F*** that a-hole! But the other guys (S, that weirdoooo) kept jumping with us. Me and my friends practically danced the whole night except for during the slow songs (NO ONE ASKED MEEEE :( ) and twice I had to go outside and get a drink. Was so funnnn! Afterwards me and Ali slept over at Y's and had fun tooo. :) Ali styled my hair and she said it looks better with a side part but IDK......

And earlier me and my fam were eating in one of our fave Italian restaurants and guess who I saw there? Button and his blonde hotness. *sigh* He haunts me. But I don't like him. I like the Unknown Guy. Well unknown to you. OHH.

I G2G yooo, imma finish my science hw, and right now me and Ali are making fun of Jersey Shore while texting. The people in Jersey Shore are Oompa Loompa's, slutty orange people that work for the amazing tanning factory!!! Well they don't really but they are so obsessed with spray tans that they should!

See ya, ttyl. :)