You're the Devil in disguise

"It's not fair and I think you're really mean."

The Guy, of course, is TOTALLY in love with one of my friends. That sounds exactly like it came out of a TV drama, but to tell you the truth, it's happening in real life. Yet again, another dude has broken my heart. This really, really sucks. I really wanna start a Lonely Hearts Club, just like this girl did in a book I read recently. I mean, The Guy doesn't even care who knows who he likes. Hell, even my Art teacher knows. God dammit, I hate life so much sometimes. Not to be Emo Elmo or anything, but seriously it does suck. Life is a hard event to go through at times. Wow. Do you know how much of a psychiatrist I sound right now???? Also, have you noticed that the most written about, sung about, FELT emotion in this world is (drum roll please) LOVE. Say it with me, L-O-V-E. Do you know how much pain that word makes when I think about it?

Whatever.

So updates?

The picnic was FUN! Way, way, wayy better than the one last year. I got soooo sun burnt because for the whole day me and my friend's were in the pool, there were countless chicken fights (A, I beat you BAD!) and we played this game where everyone was just tossing the soccer ball at each other and whenever B got the ball he would't let go and everyone would crowd around him, on top of him and screaming their hearts (hearts. Noo. Bad word), I mean their lungs, out. It was really funny. Played a bit of soccer with S, M (the other M. The new M, NOT the bitch M) and N in the grass near our temporary hut/table. Had the usual food, pizza and French fries. Yum. I was so red the next day!

g2g, talk to you guys soon! Bye :)

I'm Living In The Sky With Diamonds

Not really but yeah. :) It's a song. Yo kiwi! I'm gonna make a list of recent songs I've heard or I like, cos I keep a list of them in mah phone. I'm AWESOME. Cool beans!!

THE LIST (dan dan dan!) of SONGS (Y I'm not copying you, I've been wanting to do this in a while. Been putting it off. Credits to A because it's thanks to her I heard of some of these songs)

I PRESENT TO YOUUU THE LIST:

1) If I Had You, by Adam Lambert (the music vid is COOL BEANZ)

2) Living In The Sky With Diamonds, by Cobra Starship (the name is already rad to start with)

3) Riding Solo, by Jason Derulo (really catchy)]

4) Rollin, by Limp Bizkit (awesome song)

5) Never Say Never, by Justin Bieber ft. Jaden Smith (OMG, Jaden and JB!! So HOT)

6) Cooler Than Me, Mike Posner

7) Double Vision, by 3OH!3 (I mean, it's 3OH!3 for crying out loud. Need I say more?)

8) Round And Round, by Selena Gomez (music vid is awesome and the song's really catchy)

9) Somebody to Love, by Justin Bieber (the remix video with Usher is so WOW. He dances really well)

10) Commander, by Kelly Rowland ft. David Guetta :D

11) Make Me Wanna Die, by Taylor Momsen (emo but COOL)

So there it is. It's out there for the world to see. Knock yo'self out dawgs. :)

Gonna have piano lessons probably sometime this week or next week. I really wanna learn but everyone says it's really hard and boring so I want lessons but I also DON'T want lessons. I'm frickin crazzy! Emo elmo bonkers! JKJK.

Toy Story 3! Weeee.

Gonna put pics of some of the singers from the list.

3OH!3

Selena Gomez

Cobra Starship <3

Adam Lambert (you are awesome potatoes)

OHMYGOD, Justin Bieber, how hot can you get? *squeal* JKJK :P

Kaykay lahh? Adios, mi amigos! Ttyl!

I Belong to the Night

The name of this post is so Emo ELMO!!! It's from the song Make Me Wanna Die, by The Pretty Reckless. Love the song and the music vid!!! <3> Taylor Momsen (lead singer) is really pretty in this emo-punk way. And her eyes!! She puts on so much dark eye shadow but she can pull it off. Work it! Here's an excerpt of the song:


Take me, I'm alive, never was a girl with a wicked mind
But everything looks better, when the sun goes down
I had everything, opportunities for eternity and I could belong to the night
Your eyes, your eyes, I can see in your eyes, your eyes

You make me wanna die
I'll never be good enough
You make me wanna die
And everything you love, right up in the light
Every time I look inside your eyes
Make me wanna die

The lyrics are so DARK and CREEPY though, like she's a vampire. OOOHH. :)

So before I started writing this post I was fixing up my iTunes, putting album art for the songs and tweaking things. I know. I'm kinda of a neat freak. :P

NEWS UPDATES!

Y is coming back from Jogja today.

AWESOME NEWS, RIGHT??? JKJK. Not much happening, ugh.

So V, can you come with us on Wednesday? Don't know the details yet, though. Gotta ask Y.

New Songs I've heard:

Love The Way You Lie, by Rihanna ft. Eminem (it's good!!!)


Have you guys noticed that Kesha like dudes with BEARDS? Ew. Watch her music vid Your Love Is My Drug and you'll understand. Psh. Beards?? Weirdooo.

That's all for today, nothing much to blog about.... :(

Ttyl, PEACE OUT, UNICORNS! Bye. :D

Rain, rain GO AWAY!!!

This morning my dad finally said I should go swimming (even though I still had my DAMN COUGH) but guess what?? IT'S BEEN RAINING THE WHOLE FRICKING DAY. Right now, as I stare out of my bedroom windo (how dramatic is that?!) water drips from the sky as if heaven is crying over the bad summer weather. WELL GUESS WHAT HEAVEN? YOU'RE THE ONE MAKING THE BAD WEATHER!!!!! Ok, calm down Nicole. Calm. ~Breathe in. Breathe out~

It's actually kinda cold inside the house. And the AC isn't even on. Status: Frozen feet. :) So what have I been up to today? Just had a late breakfst because after I woke up I couldn't stand it anymore, I HAD to organize my stuff. Like all my 6th grade notebooks and junk on my desk, in my drawers and in my backpack. I'm not exactly done though, just did most of it. Still have to do my top drawer.

I'M GOIN NUTS. I haven't been doing anything these days (look at previous post) Wahhhh. I've gone EMO ELMO BONKERS. :(

So tell me about your vaacation, guys! Comment or something, I feel alone and cut out from the world. Depressioooonnn. ~Sigh~.

ttyl guys, see ya tomorrow. I FEEL SO ALONNNNE! :(

PS
Wow, this is like my shortest post ever!! Record.