You're Silence is Louder Words

HOLY CRAP WHY IS THERE SO MANY PROBLEMS ABOUT THE GROUP??!?! It all has stuff to do with, you know, the usual fighting and bitching between A and R, L and K. I love all you guys but can you just PLEASE stop fighting! Freaking FORGIVE and FORGET! P.S., Happy B-day L!!! I'll get you a present. Soon. :)

Something really awesome happened to me and has something to do with The Guy. The Guy likes me!! Ahh dreams do come true. ;) So keep on dreaming you spazz asses out there! (spazz ass= the word me and Ali use. Actually words. No offense it's just our word for home dawg) The Guy thinks I'm awesome but not amazingly pretty :|

Pause. Woah it's nearly 11:25 PM. HAHA. Not funny but just felt like writing that. Seriously this whole freakin trio of A haters that always seem so detached from the rest of the group and always love to hate people in the group. Seriously, why would you guys hate S just cos she looks "bitchy"? You don't even know her, OK? And you guys should really talk to the rest of us more. You're always only talking to one another saying mean stuff about people, even about me sometimes, I bet. If you guys keep doing that, you're gonna lose A LOT of friends. Trust me, you have my word. It will happen if you keep pushing the rest of us away from your little clique. Just forget the stuff that happened in the past. You guys (in the trio) don't have to be friends with A. And stop trying to drag the rest of us down into hating her because she is my friend, and you guys are my friends too. I just want you guys to just STOP FIGHTING. Please, don't get mad at me for saying this but A LOT of people in the group have been wanting to say that for a long time.

My Top Songs Of the Moment:

Fancy Footwork, by Chromeo

A Year Without Rain, by Selena Gomez

Written In The Stars, by Tinie Tempah ft. Eric Turner

Beautiful Monster, by Ne-Yo

Secrets, by The Pierces

Miss Nothing, by The Pretty Reckless (I know it's kinda old but it's stuck in my head!)

So thanks for listening you guys! Bye.

PS

R, please, please don't get mad at us for telling you this because I think you know it's the truth.

You're the Devil in disguise

"It's not fair and I think you're really mean."

The Guy, of course, is TOTALLY in love with one of my friends. That sounds exactly like it came out of a TV drama, but to tell you the truth, it's happening in real life. Yet again, another dude has broken my heart. This really, really sucks. I really wanna start a Lonely Hearts Club, just like this girl did in a book I read recently. I mean, The Guy doesn't even care who knows who he likes. Hell, even my Art teacher knows. God dammit, I hate life so much sometimes. Not to be Emo Elmo or anything, but seriously it does suck. Life is a hard event to go through at times. Wow. Do you know how much of a psychiatrist I sound right now???? Also, have you noticed that the most written about, sung about, FELT emotion in this world is (drum roll please) LOVE. Say it with me, L-O-V-E. Do you know how much pain that word makes when I think about it?

Whatever.

So updates?

The picnic was FUN! Way, way, wayy better than the one last year. I got soooo sun burnt because for the whole day me and my friend's were in the pool, there were countless chicken fights (A, I beat you BAD!) and we played this game where everyone was just tossing the soccer ball at each other and whenever B got the ball he would't let go and everyone would crowd around him, on top of him and screaming their hearts (hearts. Noo. Bad word), I mean their lungs, out. It was really funny. Played a bit of soccer with S, M (the other M. The new M, NOT the bitch M) and N in the grass near our temporary hut/table. Had the usual food, pizza and French fries. Yum. I was so red the next day!

g2g, talk to you guys soon! Bye :)

Release the Force of LOVE

Sup foo? Thank god it's Saturday. ;)

Life at the moment sucks. Mehh. Hahaha I'm supposed to be finishing math homework, which I WILL finish, right AFTER I finish this post. Sooo updates anyone?

What's happenin'?

School:

You guys (in the group. Yeah I'm talking to YOU!) you need to get to know S before you judge her. Well your choice, just PUH-LEASE don't call her a biatch. She ain't. Haters!

Y, I, J, G and other people in 7th (and 6th) auditioned for the play, Once Upon A Mattress. Dude Y, I hope you get in!! And everyone says G sings really well. I gotta hear this.

GAHHH, we get so much homework!!! It's like they dump all the homework on us in 7th grade and in 6th grade they barely give us any. Grr. >:(

OMG. First dance is this week!! Ahhh IDK what to wear!!!!!!!! I hope SOMEONE asks me to the dance, but he probably won't cos he's going with someone, "AS A FRIEND". Please. CUT THE CRAP. You still like her. The theme of the dance is "Glow In The Dark" and what Y said, I'll probs stick my glow in the dark stickers on my clothes and walk in and DANCE LIKE A MANIAC. I is cool. :)

Y, don't complain!! You're not the one stuck with Mr. R as your PE teacher!!! He makes us do so many warm-ups, makes us run around the track for 5 minutes (in the boiling heat of this country) and makes you do so many sit-ups, push ups and stretches EVERY SINGLE CLASS. I wish I still had Mr. M :( wahhh.

I signed up for Track and Field with Ali!!! Yayy. I know I was complaining just now about Mr. R and his torture of a PE class, but I like running, I just hate doing push-ups, etc, in the heat. Anyways, it's just for a month. Num-nums!!

You would say I would have a bit too much anger in me, HAHA, as Ali and Y would say, their words of wisdom, "Dude. Chill." Actually, I say that too. OHH, I am wisdom-y! Yayyy.

Yeah, so that's pretty much it. Phew, I survived the 1st and 2nd week of school! As Beyonce said:

I'm a survivor, no I won't give up!

K bye!

Glow in the dark starzz. Make a wish!


I wish for...... stuff. Haha. :)

Fashion Geeks Are Welcome

Hello my loyal friends! This is N speaking. Today is a HOLIDAYYY!!! Dayum straight! *finger snap* It's Independence Day of ______. Can't tell due to the fact that there are stalkers out there.

Fashion. I'm amazed at how so many people in this world can dress so well! Examples:

Holy CHEESE, that girl is just FASHION from head to toe.

Her TOO!!! Jeezus, INSTANT JEALOUSY. Get my drift?

Why do you ask, am I talking about fashion? Because the new girl S dresses so well!! Her 1st day here she wore a slouchy grey shirt with studs on the side of the sleeves and a racerback tank top showing in the back, pairing it with shorts and Converse. Doesn't that just SCREAM "Style, Style, STYLE???" I'm green from the J word just thinking about it. And seriously, she's so cool and nice, I don't get why R is so mean to her and thinks she's bitchy?!!! Don't freakin' judge a book by it's cover gurl friend! *mean look and finger snap in the Z formation* PWN! Get to know her first.

R went to my house yesterday and we did homework! Oh yeah, we actually got a lot done. Unlike last year we only talked and talked and only managed to do like 3 questions. HAHA.

Umm, umm, anywayzz....

Ali keeps saying that Pretty Little Liars (TV show) is freaking amazing! I really gotta watch it, it's on my To-Do List. Coolio.

The problems in The Group, have they been resolved?? Guys, I think we all need to talk cos SOME of you aren't being fair to the others in the group. We need to rendezvous (meet at) the Hut and we need to talk. NOW. Well not now now, but when we meet at school tomorrow. I'm serious. I asked H while we were chatting for advice.

KK, gotta go! Bye :)

XOXO,

N (credits to Ali for the XOXO)

PS

It's raining really hard right now!! How am I supposed to get a decent soil sample that's not mud for Science???? Grrr.

Somebody To Love

I don't know who to like!!! Should I still like Button, because I'm not so sure anymore. He used to be so nice and funny, now he's always acting like a jerk and he PISSES ME OFF. He's still funny and all but when I text him, he replies to me like he's telling a hobo in the street to piss off or like he doesn't give a damn about what he says to me. UGHHH!!! >:( There's this song I really like called Somebody To Love, by Leighton Meester, and just look at the lyrics! She can totally relate to my problems right now. Here's an excerpt of the song:

Is there somebody who still believes in love?

I know you're out there

There's got to be somebody, I search around the world

But I can't seem to find somebody to love

I'm not acting dramatic and all but I DON'T KNOW WHO TO LIKE!!

Ok, so those are my current problems. Let's talk about my day, shall we?? :)

1) After me and my bro and mom left the house, we went to pick up my dad at the airport.

2) Straight after we picked up my dad, we went to church.

3) The homily was soooo long ( HALF AN HOUR) and boring, and the church was crowded so me and my dad ended up sitting on plastic chairs. I fell asleep, and I only woke up when I thought I heard the priest say the F word. :D Lol. My family thought he said it too.

4) Had lunch in an awesome Asian restaurant called Seribu Rasa.

5) Went to Ratu Plaza to buy some electronic stuff.

6) Went to Carrefour to go to the grocey.

Normal Sunday. Except for going to the airport.

R's going to Japan tomorrow!! For summer! Leaving me here. She made her own blog!! Good job. Blogging's awesome. :)

V's in Lombok! She left today. She texted me and said that it wasn't sunny. I hope when I go to Bali there's good weather!!!

Dad just ordered from KFC for dinner, it should be coming in a while.... yum!

SO, what can I do the whole summer when I'm not in Bali and Jogja??? In July I'm supposed to take my first ever piano lessons. I really wanna learn how to play the drums!

Hell, things will just work out the way they usually do. :)

Ttyl, see u guys tomorrow. :) Bye-bye!